I wish I could tell you how much
I wanted to hold you in my arms.
But I guess you'll never know,
and I'll just try to forget
I was once in love with you.

Vindicated.
hope dangles on a string
like slow spinning redemption
winding in and winding out
the shine of which has caught my eye.
and roped me in
so mesmerising, so hypnotizing
i am captivated
i am

vindicated
i am selfish
i am wrong
i am right
i swear i'm right
i swear i knew it all along
and i am flawed
but i am cleaning up so well
i am seeing in me now
the things you swore you saw yourself

so clear
like the diamond in your ring
cut to mirror your intentions
oversized and overwhelmed
the shine of which has caught my eye
and rendered me so isolated,
so motivated
i am certain now that i am

vindicated
i am wrong
i am right
i swear i'm right
swear i knew it all along
and i am flawed
but i am cleaning up so well
i am seeing in me now
the things you swore you saw yourself

so turn
up the corners of your lips
part them and feel my fingertips
trace the moment, fall forever
defense is paper-thin
just one touch and i'd be in
too deep now to ever swim
against the current
so let me slip away
so let me slip away
so let me slip away
so let me slip against the current
so let me slip away
so let me slip away
so let me slip away
so let me slip away

slight hope
dangles on a string
like slow spinning redemption

the girl inside
her life
talk to her
say hi - to her friends
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Monday, August 22, 2005

i feel so bored.
confused.
hurt.

Last wednesday at work was the most boring shift i ever worked everrr!!arrgh!!!feel like punchin out sia..and go home to do my work..but lucky for sweet Yanty...kept me company for sometime...if not i reaaly go biol se..haha

i thought of taking a break from work this week but the excess amount of free time is already startin to drive me nuts!haha.

Yesterday night i worked at beach road (Prince) with a new girl Rofidah.She is supposed to be a lido staff but up til now, she worked for a month already, she only work at lido once....haiz...talk about irony..doesn't tell u alot about how superb the office girls at Shaw are?...tsk..tsk..haha

So she and I talked about lots of stuff, we talk about school, movies, love...tak de keje pe...haha
And she commented about certain stuff about love that really set me thinking...It was refreshing, and kinda made me change my perception on love, and finding the right one.

the right one.

Ya.easier said than done.u noe there is this person who touched my heart.

u noe, really touch my heart.

touched deep and tenderly.

i feel so touched.

but i am unsure.

i dun really noe about wat.
is it my ex?....blwek!,


my philosophy in life?....i dun noe i need somebody to give me a direction!!!


ya...lookin on the brighter side of things, i "reunited" with my old dear friend from pri school!hahaz...i was so happy to bump into her tat day..she grew taller, i feel so short beside her...haha...watever!


Life goes on.....:)

 

For you, I will cry black tears.
1:16 pm

You can find one on flooble or chatterbox.

The ones I lov[ed].
link.
link.
link.
link.
link.

Me.
My name.
My age.
etc.

I'm not the person you thought I was.
I never was.
I never will be.
Sorry for letting you down.
But you'll never know me.
And you'll never know my deepest darkest desires.